Broken Glass

I feel I just cant write anymore. So I'm posting something I wrote a really long time ago! :)

My heart may be broken,

Shattered and in pieces.

Your concern to join them

Until the pain ceases

Has me in tears full of joy

For once again, I found

Someone I can trust, love

who wont let threads unwound.

The threads of friendship

Are stronger than of love.

A kiss on the lip

or holding hands

Mean nothing if

my heart continues to chip.

You give me reason

to celebrate life

with every of its season.

Thank you, friend

For finding those petals dry

Thank you, friend

For giving me the shoulder to cry.

Than you , friend

For catching every tear,

For making it better.

For banishing every fear.

Broken glass may not be beautiful again,

But when I have a friend like you

Nothing feels like pain.

My broken heart may not be the same,

You have a special place in there,

It has been better since you came.

It will love, it will mend

Because I have you as my friend.

Inspired by what Shweta wrote here

I want...yes, I want!

Tired of saying that I'm selfless,

No,

I want it all.

I want the stars in your eyes,

I want that smile to be for me.

I want the day to go by,

The seasons to fly,

I want years to roll,

With your hand in mine.

I want your eyes on mine,

I want your lips on mine,

I want to be lost,

Lost in you.

I want you to make me forget

All care, apprehensions.

And remember just you,

Just us.

I want you to make me

Believe in fairy tales once again.

I want you to shut me up

Each time I regress in my ways.

I want to be the reason you

Think life is beautiful.

I want to be the crazy girl

You'll talk to our kids about.

I want to not be selfless anymore.

I want you to make me selfishly

be in love with you.

Ps: Yes, I'm a "rich" girl who knows just how to say I want!

Rebel and the muse

"Stars, I want,

The moon, I want.

Rebel, I am,

The unthinkable, I want."

"For you, stars, I want,

For you, the moon I want.

By you, I shall stand

But the unthinkable, I am not.

Rebel you are, simple I am.

Challenge to you, I pose not.

Hence it is me that you want not. "

Make a difference

MAD they told me, I was

Attempting  the impossible, the unachievable,

Kind were those who didn't laugh

Even crazier who joined me in my quest.

Attainable seemed the goal, with company

Destiny became changeable and malleable

I became we, the doers

First came obstacles, then success

Frustrations and smiles too.

Emerging like a phoenix were a million dreams

Resurrecting hope and wishes

Eliminating despair and pain.

Never is a dream crazy, always MAD

Cease to dream is to cease living

Every dream is possible in the eyes of a believer.

This is an acrostic about one of my favourite things, Make A Difference. I love being a part of something so amazing. Click on MAD above to know more about it! :)

Though it doesnt even begin to completely describe what MAD is all about, it is what MAD means to me!  Dreams of doing something, dreams of changing the world, dreams of becoming a better person! 

Her perfect day!

It was 1.40 am and she smiled as she herself into her cosy blanket. When she slept last night, she couldn't have imagined how perfect her today was. 

When she slept last it was with a heavy heart and her silent phone kept aside. He wouldnt call today. He was going away on a business trip and wouldnt be disturbing her for quite some time. Disturbing her? Sigh! She woke up with a jolt in the morning. Maybe a dream but she didnt remember it. She check her phone for the time. 6 miss calls and 2 messages? Work maybe. Nonetheless she checked. It was him. 

The 1st message read, " Woah! The airhotesses are hot." 

The 2nd said," I'm getting bored here and you arent even picking up my calls. :("

She jumped off her bed and called him. Damn the damn signal. Couldnt hear him properly. A series of msges followed. All day long. Something or other happened and he would either call or msg. He didnt do that when he was in town but who's complaining, eh?

Soon, it was time for a very important meeting. Her first presentation at her new work place. She had never done anything like that. But somehow she was relaxed. She was still the nervous wreck that she always was but calm and smiling. She did amazingly well in what she has sought out to do. She came out all smiles and gave him a call.

"I did it," She screamt into the phone. He just laughed and said, " Congratulations, darling." 

"Ok. Lemme call office and tell them we got it. Bye see you. Take care."

She came back home. Happy and relaxed. She heated the dinner and sat to check her email. And saw him online. If this were a cartoon, her eyes would have popped out at the computer screen. They chatted for quite some time. In a while, he said she had put him in a better mood than when they started talking. 

She sat back reflecting the day, when her brother came running into the room screaming that it rained. The first monsoon showers. Today couldnt get any more perfect she thought. Touch wood.

As she took the blanket over her head, she didn't wanna sleep fearing this might not be there when she wakes up! 

Oh please dont wake me!

The dream is oh so pretty.

I know I'll have to wake

Someday, sometime.

But not today,

Let me sleep a lil while longer

Oh please dont wake me.

The dream is oh so pretty.

Just you and me 

And not a care in the world,

Love all around

No distances,

None between us.

All dreams true

Some more to go.

Oh please don't wake me

The dream is oh so pretty!

Gnite world. Have a happy day! Yes, for the first time in my life, I have actually blogged twice in 24 hrs :)

Oh this is also a post with most number of tags... I think I'm high now! Hope I never come down! :D

Smile Please

Is there one smile in the world that means the world to you? I would to do anything to see a smile on the faces of certain people in my life. They are few, they are true. 

Today, I think I managed to bring a smile to the face of one such important person. Just a message that said you helped me sleep peacefully today made feel, well I cant even describe what I feel! Top of the world seems like an understatement too.

Keep that smile on, darling. Forever and ever :)

I have been singing Pal pal teri yaad sataye o Piya, all thanks to Prats all evening now! Now that too brings a smile! Sigh! (the happy one)

Rashi the ranter!

Sometimes I wonder, if when you love someone can it truly be a complete waste. Is there anyone in this world who doesn't deserve your love? Can we love people who cheat us, who beat us, who even abuse us? If we can't stop loving them, what do we do?

What happens when love instead of making you a better person, makes you a worse person? Starts causing pain? 

I agree that love isn't ideal always. There is definitely a break-point, isn't there? My naive self and my "experienced" self are in a constant feud. Sometimes, this one winning and sometimes the other one. 

Love, definitely isn't what I thought when I was 16. I know, probably, I will read this when I'm 25 or 30 and laugh at this stupid idea in my head. Or maybe I will be fighting the same battle. That actually sparks off another thought in my head. One of self-discovery. 

One problem most teens can identify is that of "finding themselves". Who am I? What is my personality? But do these questions really end with teenage? I doubt. I have given trying to figure out who I'm. All I know is that I'm complex and sometimes, unpredictable. 

Phew! Now, that I have ranted it all out, I feel better :D